it's an upside down heart

crappy picture, but you get the idea. i went all googoogaga over the heart. it's so tinyyy ♥

i haven't been home very much. i'm basically only there from 4am - noonish. i like it, i'm enjoying myself. i am also really looking forward to going back to sb, i have never wanted to go back this much.

me & my new friend, we are fun.

movies / documentaries

i just want to see how many i've watched by the end of winter break. i'll keep updating it.

1. the daytrippers

2. eternal sunshine (half of it)

3. viva cuba

4. twelve mile road

5. pull out -- such an interesting documentary of a woman who revisits all of her exs & asks them, what went wrong?

6. into the wild<3

7. InSearchOf

8. the rage in placid lake

9. loving & cheating

let me back up

finally get a chance to chilllllllll

this week was tooo crazy. finished my first final today & it went soooo good. besides a few rough patches with midterms, i'm doing so well this quarter. i'm happy!

thanksgiving break was srsly the greatest evereverEVER. couldn't ask for anything more! hanging out with my girls & our boyss, doing the most random things.

everyone is happy, which makes me even happier. late nights, cold lips, & warm bodies. you guys keep me laughing, ily all! ♥

i don't even know where to start about everything that's happened over the past month or so, it's just been good :) there's lots to look forward to: finishing up fall quarter, christmas!, the new year, starting fresh during winter quarter, my birthday (& claudie's), & just living!

the past two days have been funnnnn, mrgz came up to sb, had late night denny's & felt like shit as always haha. woke up early & watched dumb & dumber, ate colossal burritos at the hub, went to class together, had the best & funniest 3 hr ride to nwk. from here on out, it's just straight chillin till wednesday when the finals start up again.

can't wait for winter break cos it's gonna be biggggg.!

"i can't read this small shit, it's too early"

ilyilyily

a man once said,

you know real life? it ain't like the movies.

life is just a bunch of stories you go through & they all end sooner or later.

but it's okay,

i'm gonna go find my next story. hope you do the same.

they headed down south & they're still runnin today

spent the entire weekend in bed. from mine to yours, back & forth.

i just wanna know whatsssgoingon. my body is just so weak & tired.

it's so weird to me that you never think things can happen to you until they finally do. & then yr like mmfuck.

i'm looking forward to thanksgiving brk sooo bad. i'll finally be able to do things! possibly go on a mini-road trip? yes! but i also don't mind laying in bed till 3am talking for hours & hours about the craziest things while we are half delirious. it makes for the best & most interesting conversations. the faint smell of bud in the atmosphere & the record player that's stuck in 1975.

part of the weekend never dies.

$50 dollars for a hospital co-payment, AGAIN.

man i hate going to the ER. i am so glad i don't need to have surgery. today was quite the day!

looking forward to recoveryyyy

i'm glad you came through with the emotional support. thanks captain ♥

young pilgrims

so much can happen in the time span of 2 months.



being at home isn't the same anymore. the atmosphere is just so empty, & quiet. even though he was small, it's like we had a huge elephant in the house that is just gone now & everyone notices it & just doesn't say anything. i hate it. i should be happy though, that at least he isn't in pain anymore. i don't care what anyone says, i do believe that dogs go somewhere after they die. & even though he was JUST a dog, i still hope that his spirit is right here next to my bed, laying in his little donut shape like he used to.

r.i.p sparky ♥

oct. 21, 2009

angelface

it is august 26th & i have 29 more days until school starts. & an even shorter amount of time until i have to move back over there.

why oh why do i hate you so much santa barbara?

wack ass weather, annoying ass people.

i wanna go back though.

i hardly ever update this thing. i never know what to write about & i feel lame for writing about myself. self-centered, i don't know.

so i get a phone call this morning telling me to turn the tv on cos norwalk high is on mtv. i walk over to the tv, turn it on, & what do i see? 

hahaha, i just laughed. high school pranks, or whatever that show is.

lb today, possibly. i hope so.

even though i hate ms. aj & her poor excuse for a cultural anthropology class, i realize day by day how i was so wrong with what i thought my interests were.

i wish i knew someone who would just talk philosophy, religion, & culture with me all day.

& here i leave you with a really well put together set of sounds